Guard your heart.

Ok first of all, the reason why i write this blog is not to slander or bad mouth anyone . It's a bout things that happened to me; they way i think and also the way i should have reacted. Just a channel for venting out things within me but to encourage others and also to hopefully have a lesson to gain for you.

Lets begin, this week was particularly a very very defining week for me. I can tell you that the word of God is so real. You just gotta quiet down your heart and concentrate and you will find God in the Secret!! Not going to elaborate on anything but this are things which God spoke to me about.

1) The library Elim Church is Funding.

2) Preserverance.

3) Faith.

4) Love.

5) WISDOM.

Reading the book of Ecclesiastes now and wow am i blown away by so many new things to ponder about. King David at his weakest point in live still kept it strong even though he was really struggling. Through his struggles he actually still praised God and in doing so, he actually managed to see both sides of life . The good and the bad. 

Ecc 7:12-25

Was in a church seminar and something one of the speakers spoke struck me. If you are God's Children , then you have to be set apart and be Holy for God; Not too Righteous because even David say in Ecc that an over righteous man destroys himself. Temptations are everywhere and it all comes down to you, yourself and God. If you ever fall away, come back to the path.

Was watching presence conference from my iphone and it was amazing . Someday ,somehow i wish i would be equipped with all the tools and knowledge to be able to step out in front of thousands and probably millions to make a stand for what is true , right and righteous. Let it be in the Church or the Country.

Another note, is be wise in selecting who you hang out with. I just heard about this a few days ago. If you bring a prince into a prison, He will transform the prison into a palace. If u bring a prisoner into a palace, he will eventually turn the palace into a prison. Well, not exactly true but i think you know what i mean. So who you hang out with determines your character in certain ways.

Thats all i have for this time, Gotta try to study now ;)

exam in 2 days time !! haha..

Before i leave, think about the numbers that God spoke about in the bible, 1/10th.

not only tithes, even the 10 lepers. ;)

See you soon,

Amos Ignatius Susau

Needles and camel backs..

You punch someone in the face out of anger, then you come up to him and say lets be best friends?
i am fine with it but what happens when my best friends or real friends find out about what you did? good luck to you man..

some things aren't meant t be forced. 1 + 1 = 2, no matter what u do it wont be 11 or 3. Unless you decide to be funny or maybe you are just weird? hahaha!! funny to think about it..

missing home and the bunch !! cant wait to see you all!! Amen

Amos Ignatius Susau

Waves are destructive.

Lost for words with all to say 
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy

And as I look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart

You are holy
You are holy Lord

Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory

With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for your name
With all to give you praise
We're living for your glory Lord 

© 2004 Hillsong Music Australia








Being old and growing old was never a choice. It just comes part and parcel with this thing called life. I was sitting in lecture today about the social implications of aging and there is a trend to see the busy world neglecting the older generation. As i was sitting there, my parents came into my mind. With all due respect, my mum and dad are my inspiration and the only 2 people who i will die for, apart from my 2 sisters of course =p
I think all youngsters and working adults or (whoever that have any parent that are still able and well) should start spending time with them as the quality of life will only grow less and less. And when the time is short for them, you don't wanna be spending time with them when they can't walk or can't talk, or maybe can't breathe even. Love them for who they are.




Was particularly agitated this week and a bit down. Hardly had a good time with people i am close with. Did some silly things and i regret it. i hope things will be better . i know what guilt and mistakes can do, sometimes irreversible. Stop the Wave that will crush your situation. a wave is still salvageable but too long a wave that has traverse will become a tsunami. STOP IT!!



#31st August - I am going back for Jin Chong's wedding and laverne chee's!!! wow.. i am soooo happy.. probably the best news i've had for quite sometime..I have been hoping to be able to go back to see the 2 people who have influenced me over the last 3 years when i was in KL. I know i have had some misunderstandings in the past with them both but i really want to put it all behind me. I wish i could have turned back time but whatever done is done and i just hope that we will still be close friends. i will forever have my utmost respect to this couple and i one day wish that i would be able to get married to a woman who is Godly in her ways and who is a woman after God's heart. Can't wait. Gonna do a bit of wedding gift hunting. still searching for something that is of worth ;) i love you BOTH as my leader and friend!! i hope you know that!!




To another topic, sometimes we want to marry the best girl or guy in the world, but why wish he or she were the best if the core of it all has always been you? why don't you be the best in your role as a gf/bf ? be the best in preserving purity? be the first to initiate a conversation? be the last to argue? the list goes on and on..




It has always been about US, not just you or me.

God i Love you. Bless my going in and going out. Bless the people around me and may they in turn bless the people around them. 




Yours truly,
Amos Ignatius Susau