Its a 2 way thing..

Love is like a Banking System. 

Good = deposit of love $

bad   = withdrawal of love $

Never let the margins get too wide. Cause for a bank account to run you still need a minimum. 

Get a partner of equal yoke. My own opinion is because you grow together in the word. When there is a dispute, the word of God can be the reference. Because the word of God can be the anchor in your relationship. When u explain something in biblical terms, your partner understands. Proverbs 31:10-31, i wonder if a person unequally yoked would understand it.

Listened to Difference between a man and a woman by Ps Kong. Some say that real men don't shed tears, but a real man still have feelings and would appreciate the fact that he is being admired and adored. Learned a lot listening to the sermon. 

Test on Friday but i couldn't concentrate further in the night. Some of the thoughts were hovering in my mind. I have already committed myself into a relationship that i would fight to keep it going. 

God i still need your wisdom and i cant stand the thought of walking or growing alone in this period of my life. 

I wanna be able to pray with you, wanna be able to say Thank God for his blessings, i wanna be able to sing songs and worship together..

Whatever the circumstances now, I rather shed tears and sacrifice before giving up on this. 

I only have so much in my bank account... I hope you know that.. 

yours truly, 

Amos Ignatius Susau